Dear You

Dear You,

This is still new to me and you and I know I have to be patient and when the time is right, everything will fall into place, but know that I am one of the most impatient people you’ll ever know.

I want to you know that when I’m faced with someone I like, I become the most awkward person ever. I say things that may not make sense and I have a ridiculous giggle. (I hope my laugh doesn’t drive you away) I also tend to talk way too much and say things that will probably embarrass myself. You give me butterflies and I can’t even begin to explain how fast my heart races when you walk into the room. It’s an interesting feeling but I don’t mind it one bit. I do wonder if you ever get those feelings about me?

I pray that one day, you will look at me not as a girl but your girl. I want you to like me for who I am. I’m not some magazine Hollywood girl and I hope you’re okay with that. I’m sarcastic and I hope that my words won’t drive you away. When I’m having a hard day,  surprise me with a hug and not a gift. Being with you is much more meaningful anyways.

I hope that you know my favorite color is green and my favorite type of flower is not a rose but Hawaiian lilies. I can describe any part of my day with a song lyric and you will never see me sitting in silence. You don’t have to buy me fancy things to impress me. Materialistic things don’t matter to me, intangible things mean much more.

I’ve been through 2 major relationshits in my life and my next relationship I want to last. I don’t want heart ache anymore. I want to work through our fights and I never want to go to bed angry and if we become a couple, I hope we’re together forever.

I know you’ve been hurt in the past and you may be shy, but I can promise you that I’m not one of them. I strongly believe in honesty and if anything, that’s exactly what you deserve. I hold my hand out to you in hopes that one day you’ll grab it and we can face the world together.

Sincerely,

Me